~December gift giving blues~

Sometimes I wish I lived in Little House on the Prairie times, so Christmas time wouldnt be so full of pressure. I mean, really...they were happy with a sock full of cookies. I never feel like I've bought enough gifts. Which is weird, cause I never actually want to open any gifts for myself. Undoubtedly, it will be something I dont like or wont use anyway.

Its Dec. 1st and I havent bought but 2 gifts. Usually I'm so excited, I start buying stuff in October. But something is different this year. Its like I dont even care anymore. All I really want for Christmas is the dvd 'Emmett Otter's Jug~band Christmas'. You cant find it anywhere under $70. I bid on 2 VHS tapes on Ebay and some asshole keeps outbidding me. I guess I will just have to spend the holiday in a semi-depressed mood, since I wont get this treasure. Of course, I havent told anyone I wanted it. My family would just think I was crazy, and they wouldnt pay $70 for a 48 min. long muppet movie with singing otters. What a bunch of bastards! I'm getting more mad by the second. I better go do some breathing exercises and just come back tomorrow.

Let me know what you want for Christmas. :)